“Now once more the belt is tight and we summon the proper expression of horror as we look back at our wasted youth. Sometimes, though, there is a ghostly rumble among the drums, an asthmatic whisper in the trombones that swings me back into the early twenties when we drank wood alcohol and every day in every way grew better and better, and there was a first abortive shortening of the skirts, and girls all looked alike in sweater dresses, and people you didn’t want to know said ‘yes, we have no bananas,’ and it seemed only a question of a few years before the older people would step aside and let the world be run by those who saw things as they were—and it all seems rosy and romantic to us who were young then, because we will never feel quite so intensely about our surroundings any more.” —Scott Fitzgerald, “Echoes of the Jazz Age” (1931)
You could say
that we, the glistening sap,
resin and seedlings
branched out
from Jazz Age lore
got bamboozled
by slide trombones,
silk flowers
and gin-soaked kimonos,
but really
we blame it on the hours
spent with the moon,
who, in her intoxicating
kamikaze mixing with romantic youth
stripped us of our hinges
while tipping us over gilded edges,
and later, much later,
looking back at our undisclosed remains,
we smiled, grew misty-eyed, felt shame,
and held secret funerals
for our faded lives,
while also holding our mortal deficits
close to our hearts,
where, the wistful mercy of afterglow
flickered off
and on
off
and on.