A hatless pilgrim,
roving this way and that,
a man embodying the virtues of scat
(in every sense of the word),
wandering through starched cardstock fields
in search of an impossible flower
and its stingy nettles—
proud, pistil-engraved,
the flower’s gullet braised
by rivets of sungold—
(this, how the man warms himself within,
how he sounds out his vision, word by word,
merciless in his measure),
this man has given himself many names—
Murphy, Molloy, Malone, Mercier, Camier, Watt, Krapp—
nomenclatures in a fishless glass bowl of myth and metaphor
(some may say madness),
the hatless pilgrim
wandering forlornly around placeless terrain,
picking up a soiled metaphor here,
putting down a scratched symbol or curlicue there,
basically, a scavenger versed in vaudeville metaphysics,
a master of zero sum
instigating a fool’s mission through algebraic ruins.
We pause. End of Act I.
Act II: We open with the man
needing to redress his scarred self
in the clothes of a new name.
I ask him what it will be.
It’s already been Watt, he snides acidly.
Mum’s the word. Mum’s the metaphor too.
It seems Mum covers a lot.
We rejoin the mummified pilgrim
already in progress as he enters a tavern
sits his wind-wearied haunches down
on a rickety stool
orders a pint of Guiness
and allows his hawk-eyes to do their ravening:
men everywhere, soiled, tired, flatulent, fatherless
(or father-struck, or father-hunted),
Mum’s the word as these men gather
to groan and toll haunted bells
and tell sorted tales akin to coals
raked over dying fires.
He absorbs them as mollusks would seawater.
Glug glug glug.
Guiness done.
He asks for music.
Not aloud, in his head, music please,
he hears the faint strains of a Viennese waltz,
and he is with her again,
twenty-toed and entwined,
they whirl somatically
while making static love
to each other with slug-set eyes.
Disgust ejects him from the music-memory.
Back at the tavern
he orders another pint
glup glup glup
done—
the men remain
a time-doped and disordered
quadrant of jittery constellations,
where the hell are the meteors,
he slams his hand down upon
the counter of his mind,
Ouch, he winces, orders another pint,
glug glug glug
the night goes on like this
matching whittled silence
to countless confessional
days on end.