Memories
as ghosts of cinema,
seeking host-bodies to inhabit,
equal measures possession and vacancy,
they are the ghosts of ghosts,
pulsing in chords of repetition
and bottomless hunger
to freight.
Memories
as ghosts of cinema,
seeking host-bodies to inhabit,
equal measures possession and vacancy,
they are the ghosts of ghosts,
pulsing in chords of repetition
and bottomless hunger
to freight.
You are being crafted and curated
right now, as you speak.
Scraps of filmreel flickering and bringing to life
shadows of a life lived,
echoes of fiction bygone.
Memory as the green-screen slate
upon which cinema is perpetrated.
Behind the scenes, there are more scenes.
Behind the ghosts, further ghosts.
Knowing this, isn’t it better to drift?
To become a drifter
in magnetic tow to the graffiti
and seance of stars,
a captive in fasting thrall
to time regained in fleeting doses
of swoon and ache.
Every sentence
alleges an ending,
or feigns the solace of completion,
yet the wholly unsaid
caved under the tongues of lovers
becomes sacral content,
running on
and on
to no known climax,
only hunger
lingually revised.
Touch
as the residing magnetic
compass
and Braille for lovers
in a dark eyeless room,
or, the scale value
of myopic intimacy
through fucks graciously given.
Conundrum
to my common ache
and feted fevers,
place me under your tongue’s
secrets for safekeeping,
and the cherished prospect
of going down
like hard candy
in a throat closing
to darken the rent
of rapture from lush.
Her body,
a puzzling slate
and feral dominion
suspended erringly between
there and not,
and I,
tonal witness
to the intimacy
of her absence,
function by rounded turns
at a loss for words–
Silence,
the lasting grammar
of ruins
and longing.
Waxing blankly,
to soothe and mollify,
her hand (nails polished electric blue)
gagged my mouth (O-shaped in ache)
with a hint of phrase,
rouge to the touch,
and blatantly sheer in its
umentionables.
There’s something
blankly paranthetical
about the ghosts of memory
which become us
in breaths taken
to host
and devour.
In this season of longing,
the pluralized itch
and wraith
of you and I,
coursing parallel tracks
to cross imaginary lines
where distance mounts
the spreading horizon.