Against the Grain

Posted on July 7, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #83
Two things clawed at her mind—
this was no way for a brain to behave,
and why couldn’t she remember
the fucking mantra,
it was designed to help
and she sure as shit
had paid enough for it.
As she considered alternatives,
including taking another sick day,
green
and gray
washed over her,
with tacit indifference.

 

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Cabin Fever

Posted on July 7, 2019 by John Biscello
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A getaway,
he had reasoned brightly,
it will be good for us,
give us a chance to reconnect.
Why did everything he said
always sound perfectly rehearsed,
a conviction born of rote directive?
Was it the way he spoke,
the way she listened,
a tense combination of both?
Yes,
she had heard herself softly mimicking,
it could be good for us,
and later, at the cabin,
she found herself wondering
if compliance was the same as lying,
or simply a natural extension
of the fiction
which their lives had agreed upon
as a matter of necessary course.

 

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Remains of the Day

Posted on July 7, 2019 by John Biscello
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From where she sat,
the house seemed to be
swaddled in sheer gauze,
and flickering, like a light
that was about to go out.
She considered adjusting her view
to dispel what must be an illusion,
but there was something terribly satisfying
about the polarizing effects
of her, here,
them, there,
and what would happen, if.

 

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Soap Serial

Posted on July 5, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #10
If someone
would have told her
it would be like giving birth
to a checklist of domestic
servitude
and falsely fresh
produce
on a numbingly repeatable basis,
she might have seriously pursued
her childhood dream
of running away with the circus
and giving her body
ala contortion
to a wildly applauding
yet hands-off audience.

 

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Minor to Major

Posted on July 5, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #25
Had she done the right thing?
And by right thing
what or whose standards
was she applying
to measure the moral correctness
or lack thereof
of what she had done?
She had grown sick
and tired of considering
every angle and X-factor,
sick and tired
of a brain
hellbent on sabotage.
Self-forgiveness,
as a conceivable balm,
seemed faraway
and unreal,
but she would travel
whatever vagaries of distance
kept at bay
who she was
from who she was
determined to become.

 

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It’s Not What You Think

Posted on July 4, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #47
As the water
softened the earth
in the garden,
she peered out
from under her sunhat
to gauge
if that dark thing
coiled by the fence
was really a snake,
and if so, by god,
could it be smiling?

 

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Inspired by Real Events

Posted on July 4, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #34
It wasn’t her in the book,
but it could be.
Why couldn’t it be?
If she modeled herself
correctly,
assuming the strictest code
of due fiction,
she could rival
the heroine between the covers
and rest easy,
knowing others were escaping
into the story of her life.

 

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Doorframe

Posted on July 4, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #4
The course couldn’t be changed,
same as the sounds
coming from the other side
of the door,
which belonged to her broken-in
replacement.
She waited
for something to stop,
or perhaps to knock
and show that the next move
was truly hers to make.

 

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Undergrowth

Posted on July 3, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #57
There had been rumors,
hints, warnings,
about the nature
of certain fairy tales
that fucked you
in the end—
The trees bent
to listen, or rather
to feel
the story of her grief
soaking into the earth
and slaking the thirst
of whetted roots.

 

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Smolder

Posted on July 3, 2019 by John Biscello
cindy #16
In a sense,
you could call it
a stay of execution,
but that would be waxing operatic
just to make the whole thing
worth remembering.
Still, he had
groveled before your feet,
while clutching at your shadow’s hem,
begging for a temporary pardon
or reprieve,
those were his exact words,
as your silence, like sullen ash,
left him singed
in the face of metaphor.

 

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