Jackson Pollock

jackson-pollock-paint
Out of silence, and lidded smolder,
arose a localized storm.
You could say
it was a balletic squall
forecasting its own tyrant reign
and fall, a fate designed
to galvanize and then blackout
not so gently into that goodnight
exit wreck.
Nature is as nature does,
right, Mr. Pollock?
In your rare case,
mercury dripped
from your stubby filaments
like quicksilver on the lam,
and you, part-man, part-wolf,
part-periodic-chart-of-elements,
spindling rogue science and alchemy
into a singular tempest,
you, Pollock, changed the course
of weather.
You disrupted the static quo
by flashing X-rays of a gutted dreamscape,
by showing us the prehistoric graffiti
on God’s bathroom stall.
Some people blanched, others blushed, some sneered,
still others reviled
the day you picked up a brush
and dared to anoint yourself a painter,
as if
art was their remedial eunuch and pet valet,
housebroken and trained
to cross the parlor
without disturbing their death-rites
or wrinkling the air.
The testicular jilt
and primacy of your form
did not fit their paradigm,
they hadn’t yet designed
the right bag in which to carry your balls.
Of course, what they lacked in vision,
they made up for in money and scissors,
and so it was only a matter of time before
snip and kaching.
Alchemy defies dimestore analysis,
and yet the riots you laid down, Pollock,
the freewheeling dervishes and calisthenics
captured on canvas and arrested in space,
continue to inspire freebase bop solos—
Form following dysfunction
of the world at large
off a cliff
running the ground up
to lightning rods within
igniting crack and boom
and the kaleidoscopic pop
of a cosmic aneurysm
BIGBANG
                                    seeherenow
the manic hodgepodge of conjugal blips
                                    seethereabove
nimbus mating with melted crayons,
and the whorling gist of Van Gogh’s skies
reimagined as atomic ruptures
                                    seedownbelow
waggling freeform tentacles
of a giant mythical squid with a bloodlust
for pirates and ships
                                    seeburningwithin
viscous hysteria, and vitreous strands of dreamstuff
as if bugleblown out of the Universe’s congested pope of a nose.
You danced your beautiful palsied dance
inside the paintings, Mr. Pollock,
you romanced dark clouds and silver linings
with your own glyphic sense of cherish,
and if nature is as nature does,
then I’d say that
soul-expansion and self-annihilation
ran hand in hand
in you
like vagrant playmates or prickly bedfellows,
the molecular rasp
of a perfect storm
beyond which all else
paled.

 

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Tryst

The last time
I fornicated with an angel
my porchlights
blew
and we became tranluscent
sheets of merger
rising above a glassy pool
of chartreuse
reflecting
in cursive
the lighted gist
of our holy remains.
God,
I’m open
to another tryst.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Air

Cherish,
the strayest fibers
thinning mouth to prayer,
airing lips
this side of kiss.
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Wordplay

Savor,
how words,
transgressing grammar,
mate in the middle
of a sentence
and melt,
when no one is looking.
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Cinch

Where you are not,
I have found just cause
for form, blanks folded
and tucked,
to cinch gapes
and frayed cords.
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Sweetheart

At the heart of the matter,
this,
become your own valentine,
again and again,
and sculpt a blessedly illicit affair,
in perpetual fount
and bask.
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Perspective

There are lace panties,
and there are cliffs.
When considering a jump,
note the hazards,
and the marked distinction between
diving in
or off.
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I Do Not Say

I do not say I love you,
but I notice how your fingers
twine and wrap around empty,
tracing broken circles in the air
when you are nervous.
I do not say I love you,
but there is a spot on the nape of your neck,
which radiates blush with the slightest tease
or provocation, and I do not tell you
how I belong to it,
its small history, and wisps of symmetry
soldering pink to gasp.
I do not say I love you,
Silence, you see, my longstanding master,
having taught me the gauzy reckon
of slow holy burn,
and ice floes, papered with daisies,
adrift in motherless golden haze,
perpetrating nature as silent cinema
with lines and actors to spare.
I do not say I love you,
but I know all of your hiding places,
and have left bread-crumbs there to commemorate
your movements between revelation and secrecy.
I do not say I love you,
for there are words, unborn, wanting, waiting,
wanting, hard-pressed to become
roseblood on vellum edges,
pinches brightening subtle measures
and violent pauses.
I do not say I love you,
but I dutifully observe and record
every starred recognition,
turning the world on its ear,
tracing my mouth to the air that your hands
just touched then abandoned.
I do not say I love you,
but I do not forget, ever.
Memory, exact in its tether
to origins, shows me
a home,
a harbor,
an exchange to marry music
to breath in frets and starts.
I do not say I love you,
my voice, time-locked to nuance,
finds you again and again
in poems,
bound between the cross-hairs
of absence
and praise.
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Beat, Bop & Abstraction

It took place
in an amnesiac haze and fury,
numberless nights
of lightningspeak and opiate rabble,
rocketfuel and anti-freeze,
bright slashing ribbons
of noise amounting to worry stones
indenting the infantpink tender of palms,
forecasting God as a vaudeville dunce
with a heart of gold, or succubus with cherry cola hips
 and scarlet stigmata,
on and on and on the show went,
fugitive motion and tensions
arrested in space,
rooftop calisthenics
and balcony-blown jigs (clothing
and skin optional), hell’s bells
and aeronautic scarves of silk
modeled by the slinksexy fox, Lana de Sade,
and Heaven’s 24-7
bodegas foil-wrapping promises
to go,
on and on and on, a mythical riot,
a Saturnalian blast and romp that flirted with
stratosphere, pecked at the cirrus lips of ether,
slapped and pinched dreamcake-angel-bums,
and then, remembering themselves to earth,
the plummet,
wasted, deprived, the worn-out edges
of a faded post-script,
faring traceless amens.
It couldn’t last. Life isn’t built that way.
And dreams, beautiful ghosts that they are,
must pass, returning to the sea
as babbling stitches of foam,
hemming clouds to waves
and Venus to air.

 

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Brooklyn in Taos

 

In anticipation of Unsolicited Press’s summer re-release of my first novel, Broken Land, A Brooklyn Tale, a reading from the archives.
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