Ghostlight

It could be like this. Early morning,
light milkpooling at the edges of your bed,
dawnfrost
bleaching your bare feet and subtly wriggling toes
softly phantom,
and I follow the erogenous ghost
past your shins,
to the rounded
pate of your knees
(pausing at the fresh scrape,
planting in its raw a small kiss,
it seems
you’re always falling down
and getting hurt
like a five year old
destined to model bruises
from a catalog of Childhood’s Wounds)
and I move beyond your knees,
to the shadowed country
of your inner thighs,
their arousable tuck
and hothouse climate,
and there, I stop, I squeeze,
I pinch, I press, I knead,
and knead some more,
and say, It could be like this,
skin toasting skin to prime
and pinken sinsual,
our bodies,
lazily twined,
like question marks
relaxedly slack,
unsure of their how
or why,
just happy
to be a part
of the grammar
of easy smolder
and blessmounted cries.
I could go on, I say,
but there
you grin the grin of a scythe
and tell me
to stop talking
and making metaphor
of your little masochist
who adores the holy ache
betwen pauses,
and take you,
now,
to that place
where sound
is remembered to touch,
in the founting fury
of earlymorning
ghostlight.

 

 

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Wildflowers

The child in me
the fire carrier
has always wanted
to love big
with no barriers
or wind tunnels
or bubble-clots
to gum up the flow.
I think
maybe this is
the Paradise
whose greenest tips
I have grazed
and touched upon
but haven’t fully engaged
or known.
The child in me
the rainmaker
dreams big
fathoming the heart
is measureless
in what
and who
it can hold.
Somewhere
there are lighted shreds
and tatters of innocence
seeking sincerest enclosure
between the petals
of wildflowers
seized
to the throes of abandon
and growth.

 

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How the Heart

The sound,
the fury,
and brassy racket
the multitudes within
have made on my behalf,
or fractures to mend,
yet my heart,
bare in its asking
and grievous wants,
resounds its measureless bask
to innocence with no end
or fixed cause.

 

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First, Lasting

In the shrine
that we build
for first kisses,
lies the furloughed
still-warm lips
of Childhood’s ghosts,
forever
puckering
to seal love,
airtight
in its
untold lore
and claim
to rose.
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Mount

To sire
a riptide,
the roseblood moon,
fully engorged,
sank lower
and lower,
its binding navel
grazing the lattice mouth
and lacy tease
of a sea
forever beckoning
softly creased light
to charge
and mount.

 

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Dante’s Fire Drill

Forget about it
I said
it’s fire under the bridge
and watched
from a distance
as the flames
and smoke
rose over the sea
as if Dante’s
infernal take
on the Birth of Venus.
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Trail

My stubborn
when growing sawteeth
fierce as fuck
rails against
the moon
and sun
and sea
and me
bracing that
double-edged notion
to have
to hold
in trying
to shape the music
of air
into something
that leaves behind
a forget-me-not trail
of scent
and crushing warmth.

 

 

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Swallow

Today
the glass is half empty
full of singing void
and fire
me
cutting my teeth on the rim
tonguing rapaciously
at spiked air
clenching at the impossible slake
if only I could swallow
smooth as grace
this bitter seethe
if only the cup were real
and I
at bottom
measureless
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Live from Eden

Her talk of bruised skin, and how
it caught fire on the far side of trespass,
fascinated me to no end.
She wanted to burn clean through,
didn’t want to hear any more talk
about cooler heads prevailing,
or stubborn poppies
doped on opiates
bending to catch rain,
she wanted the holy fire,
the full-on plunge and rend,
same as Teresa
when she was harpooned
by God’s love
through that angel’s lighted lance
piercing clean through her heart’s
deepest desire,
she wanted
to be Teresa on high,
disrobing her skin
in a glorious siege
and char,
she said and I quote,
I don’t want the far side of trespass
any more
don’t want to find myself whored
through a series of disillusionments,
I want the garden,
to reclaim my soft seat
in the grass
as the queen of the moon
and stars,
I want to invent love
from the ground up,
and get it right
this time.
How, I said.
There,
no more words,
 just burning silence,
followed by
the furious planting
of a first kiss.
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The Lion, The Mouse, and Me

There is this
small piece of glass
an unstable irritant
at the back of my heart
way way back
a shard
that got lodged there
god knows when
and lately
in considering and
reflecting upon this bit
of glass and the impact
it has had
on my heart in general
I’ve thought about the mouse
who helped the lion
by removing a thorn
from the lion’s paw
an act of kindness
perpetrated by the mighty meek
and though I’m not exactly sure
where the mouse fits in
if at all
in relation to the shard-burn
at the back of my heart
I do have this feeling
that for years and years
I have been trying
to tweeze a pinch of glass
using lion’s claws
tearing and shredding
and doing more harm than good
when really what I need is
a mouse
with right-sized teeth
and a love
of unfinished fables
with no easy morals.

 

 

 

 

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