Word-Pray

Please understand that words matter.
This, in no way is meant to belittle,
diminish or dismiss the power of action,
but rather, to add “words” to the conversation
as a sort of auxiliary spiritual sibling,
or bolts in a timeless bridge.
And when I say “words,”
I am specifically referring to those
born of fire, forged from the crucible,
those that have cut their way through the frozen lake within
to emerge into the light,
words which have carried on their backs in flights to find voice the timbre and residue of good golden silence.
Words like beads of prayer stung together on invisible glowing bands,
words that hold themselves in tender glimmering thrall to dreams.
When I say words, I mean the grace-pop of Langston Hughes,
or the fire-ringed gospel of James Baldwin,
I am talking about the givers of voice and breath and being to stories and poems,
to legacies of literature making reverent the twin beats of Beauty and Sadness
as the cornerstones of our human saga upon this earth.
There are poems that whisper secrets in your veins,
or provoke seismic rumbles in the hollows of your ribcage,
there are stories that snake their way like liquid thunder
into the crevices of your soul only to become warm winged echoes
that carry you time and again through dark and troubled nights.
Language is a place-holder for our spirit’s cries, for its need to wonder.
In finding, and coming to feel the words behind the words,
openness is required, sensitivity to receive, vulnerability, a desire to experience, in scorched hints,
the burn and dream-life of another’s soul.
So, yes, words matter a hell of a lot.
They are, when you really get to know them, and experience them with naked and trembling intimacy,
alive, unflagged, organic energetic extensions of who we are, who we are not, who we dream or long to be, what we are made from.
They are our presences and absences stitched together in patterns modeling the thinnest of veils.
Words matter.
Or they don’t.
You choose your relationship with the world around you, with its sea of voices and all our clumsily wonderful mortal attempts at symmetry.
But there is, I guarantee, a world within you that matches and mirrors the world within others,
who have taken the time and care,
who were possessed or compelled,
to put down in words what it felt like to be human,
and how they didn’t defer their dreams to a life unimagined,
or left to silence.
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Butterfly, in Black and White

Yesterday,
before the fist-prints
made their way onto the walls
of the gallery as a show of solidarity,
there was a moment,
one of those small simple yet powerful
moments which are easily dismissed or overlooked.
Me, and my partner,
were waiting for the people to arrive,
to literally lend their hands
as a testament to love and support,
when I saw a gorgeous black and white
butterfly
dancing in flight in front of the gallery.
I felt thrilled and touched by sighting of this beauty,
by its gentle breezy coronation of what was going to happen.
Its visit lasted about twenty seconds,
as it would flutter away, then circle back,
and out of all the photos I would snap
on this day, this one I didn’t,
which I’m now glad of,
as the incident scoreditself in my heart,
a moment, a revelation, the seeds of a poem
waiting to know itself.
When the butterfly left,
I had no idea what the rest of the day
would bring, or be like,
but I felt good inside, as if a secret had been implanted within,
owed to this living sacred symbol of metamorphosis.
Listen: Metamorphosis is hard.
And painful.
It hurts like hell
to let go of parts
to which we feel fiercely attached,
protective of, or to which we cling
in maintaining conditions and a fixed identity.
Transformation is no walk in the park.
And yet, it brings with it necessary ceding,
and room for true breathing.
That is why, you can look to the person next to you,
or the person next to them, or someone a state or country or lifetime away,
you can look within, and say—Fuck, metamorphosis is kicking my ass,
but we’re in this together, right?
Know these words as a seal, as a sacrosanct bond and rhyme.
And get on with it.
Same as that black and white butterfly
which started as caterpillar,
that age-old story and legacy of metamorphosis
that speaks to us all in terms clearly understandable.
Caterpillar to butterfly.
Divided to united.
It sounds like a crazy dream,
but that’s what makes it so damned marvelous,
it asks more of us
than what me might be telling ourselves
is real or possible.
And if that black and white butterfly
that graced our event of solidarity yesterday
can somehow hear this poem,
I want to say—
Thank you for showing up,
as a blessing undisguised.
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Reflections of Solidarity

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The Rainbow Connection 2020

It truly is
staring us right in the face,
under our noses—
We are the makers
of the new myths
and shifts in being,
We, the shapers of legacy,
and dawn’s graced breaking.
It is not someone
or somewhere else,
it is you,
it is me,
it is us,
right here, right now.
One gilded step at a time,
and let me assure you—
Light, is a supremely kickass guide,
when it comes to territories unknown or uncharted,
parts and aspects unclaimed,
when it comes to sparking much-needed bravery
during scary and tumultuous times.
It is okay to be scared, it is okay,
same as it is important to remember
the wise words of F.D.R., “Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the assessment that something else is more
important than fear.”
In other words,
when walking through a storm,
holding hands with another,
a sister, a brother, a lover, a friend,
the world itself, as extended family and bridge,
seals a bond of strength
in glowing togetherness.
And so we walk.
Hand in hand,
through a storm,
bearers of light
and torch songs
for this marvelous world, turning,
with us, upon it,
the lovers, the dreamers,
and groundbreaking sowers of seeds
in new plots of earth.
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Harmony

We, the people,
the portal-jumpers,
re-seeding
our modes of vision
and being,
to score
the heart’s greening bounty,
as if notes to a torch song,
buried and nearly forgotten,
and now being recalled
to give Grace her due
and amazing take
on harmony
as a most sacred fuse
and guiding principle.
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Weather Report

In the climate change
of one’s heart,
a weathervane,
doubling as compass,
pointing to true north,
as we, the wandering
homesick orphans,
are called forth
to brave the wilds
of a new breaking dawn.
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Birthing Pains

To see, everywhere,
brave little lights going up,
flares of hope and justice,
holding hands
to tip the scales
in a bond of solidarity,
a fire-chastened purge
and desire for change’s
holy golden grail,
the quest,
a blessed rhyme
and legacy,
with each and every
one of our hearts
breaking open
to scale the ribs of light
and become radical midwives
to a collective rebirth.
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Anthemic

Comfort is a privilege,
yet kindness and dignity,
charity and compassion,
are spirit-given rights
and blessings,
the seeded marrow
and initiative
of our soul’s turnings
toward unequivocal light.
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The Meaning of the Mob

(I wrote this piece, “The Meaning of the Mob,” over a decade ago, but felt moved to share, because words bridging action matter.)
The Meaning of the Mob. I say, the Mob, meaning
the Definitely Uncertain, Fixed—a liberal form of physics—
or the clotted swarm wallforming brick by brick,
a mosaic pattern. Pick a number, any number, it’s a given.
A given what, you say, a given that, heads together, mindless, will make of a stone’s throw a hard cold pledge—
Indivisible, in Mob We Trust.
Meaning the Mob
made of a stone’s throw a lottery-like contest,
one hurl after the next,
snuffing out solitary skull-candles
in the name of making nameless a victim
swallowed by sand.
And blood. And the song sung not unlike syncopated tocks of a rockingchair horror-christened,
the chant a band of hands knotted together:
In Mob We Trust . . . In Mob We Trust . . .
circling the victim,
swallowed by sand. And blood.
And it was black. It was black and they couldn’t see . . . and the track like that of an animal’s . . . they couldn’t see . . . it was black . . . and they couldn’t see . . . the moon—Mack the Knife, the Fat Pope, the Poet’s Dream—blacked out . . . they couldn’t see . . . so it was only . . . natural.
Torches.
Lit to burn off black skin, to burn black the chant—we win! we win!—to burn black the black, cuz sin-cleansing be the business of townsfolk
assimilating a godgiven blank,
and black the blues’d but not broken souls stolen from split dawns,
cleaving huddled crying masses,
brothers and sisters adrift in salted storms—
and give us your poor! your huddled masses!—
but so many vessels disappeared never washed ashore.
Found
aflutter on treelimb’s sway,
a savage prop, deformity of art,
shaped by mindless mob
in the shame of God.
Meaning, unclear,
cuz faces meld milky into a blur,
murder repetitively attempted
on Life of Self
identity melt
down—
step
by
step
sharing cold common turf,
lesser themselves they become
closer to None,
the birth of myopic nations,
D.W. Griffith racist,
history’s torn pages—
and in Bethlehem same as Alabama
a blood-born photo-op for the swarm-ready faceless.
Y’see,
treason’s gotta be a no-brainer,
lest the rule of the roost is jeopardized:
lest we cry a million broken cradles
for the Sheperd boy, the blackskinned angels, the crossbearing toy—
of a god, a whim, a fate—
an overwrought lie
sold and bought
down the river
and everybody knows, everybody knows, everybody knows,
all rivers lead to seas,
but how sweet the amnesia
when nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody knows,
the troubles we’ve seen,
on the surface of deepsea oilslicked, clot-heavy,
and holding in its crotch—
a thousand and three grieving mermaids.
Meaning
everybody knows
nobody knows
who fo sho knows
a fist is an infant afraid to flower:
hour by hour,
the sand’s slip quakes the legs of littleones with boombox-glued-ears, hearing:
You’ve gotta fight the power,
you’ve gotta fight the powers that be.
Chuck D. leading the charge of a million-starred march,
walk the talk grind-frictioning sparks,
to start a campaign against
light on dark topfucking,
and these days better tomorrows,
for one and all,
means mob mentality’s gotta liberate the link from the chain—
changing the face of the faceless, naming the unnamed—
and in this I need to believe,
dissolving the meaning of the mob
into bridges bonding one soul to the next,
a show of hands linked by breath
and a show of respect
where a love supreme is given a chance
to ripen and seed its wilds anew.
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Declaration Rites

When a nation
becomes a paid advertisement
for itself
founding fathers
turn over in their graves
which they share
with the ghosts of slaves
whose chains they inherited
on karmic loan.
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