Buon Compleanno, John Fante!

(John Fante, April 8th, 1909-May 8th, 1983)

Inferiority might have been your first memory. Though you were born on American soil, stubbornly planted there, the chinked chains of immigration clanked and rattled, Marley-style, tightening round your throat, as you butted your head against the scabby base of a totem pole. You, the little wop, the fenced-in dago, red in the face, trying to dig his way to China, or the moon, or to any form of greatness that would eclipse your undermining complexes. Out of shame and want, out of fevered desire, you created Bandini, or he you. Arturo Bandini, rising star and literary godsend of John Fante’s complicated inner world, soon to be exported and appraised and adored by thousands, maybe more. Arturo Bandini would draw blood from your history and chagrin—your philandering, boozing, gambling father … your mother, begging credit to keep the family fed … your fear and loathing of Jesus and love-hate relationship with the saints. All of it would fuel Bandini’s quest to transcend your blues, your gnawing sense of lesser-than. You would become the Joe DiMaggio of the literary world, the gold-plated pride and joy of your people, or at least go down swinging. There he is, Bandini, fire-bellied, lean days of determination and hunger, a starved mongrel digesting the pits and seeds and citrus rinds and sun-tendered fronds of palm trees in 1930s L.A., an ox-driven young man, stalking fury and sound, full of himself and the words that he prayed to God would not let him down. He, John Fante, the great Arturo Bandini, gave us pages, a score of scorched pages, not enough according to him (he would go on to become a Hollywood screenwriter and malign himself as the worst kind of traitor to his soul and calling), but he left behind the Bandini Quartet, four novels, with his grit-infused masterpiece, Ask the Dust, forming its apex. Some young men mellow with age. Fante, it seems, raged until the end. His legs and sight claimed by diabetes, Fante, a blind amputee, bed-ridden, took one last spirited dive and salutary fling into the necessary world of Bandini, dictating his final novel, Dreams from Bunker Hill, to his wife, Joyce. Charles Bukowski, who had fatefully stumbled upon Fante’s work, considered him a god. The two became friends, and Bukowski would do his part to resurrect Fante for a new generation. It seems, after all, that Bandini upon a cross, grinning, scowling, dreaming of words and how to arrange them according to innate gospel, had amounted to a scarring glint upon so much favored dust.  

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All That Jazz

In the Beginning

was the Be All End All,

and from out of lidless silence

and void emerged a beat,

hailing another beat,

and it wasn’t long before the Universe,

speaking in tongues and verses,

was percussin’ its ass off

to generate a primary bassline

and cradle, rocking an homage

to its own calling and voice—

And the beat goes on,

choice and bottomless,

reminding we, the flesh-born, light-engraved

guests and players, to recall, lucidly,

the Be All End All’s 

measureless echoing of an infinite groove,

to which our hearts play tribute

and testament.

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Fool’s Play

The lighted lot

and plight of fools

is dancing an inspired jig,

duly possessed, at cliff’s edge,

in tuning for an epic plunge

into the necessary unknown,

or, sacred is as sacred does,

when testing talismanic runes

against gravity’s proof

and myth.

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Twice Five Miles podcast interview

It was an absolute pleasure being a guest on the Twice Five Miles podcast with James Nave, getting to discuss youth theater, the writing life, creative process, and many other things under the sun and moon.

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Bare

Cause to the effect

are the children of the revolution

of imperishable blooms,

nuptial and slant

in their trembling offshoots,

they beseech, in coded air—

By all means necessary,

cede to the lasting proof

of light tendered to fuse

and bare.

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Here, Now

All is a mutable feast,

a panoply and paragon of lore

and dropped beats,

of here, and not here, all at once—

effect upon the cause

are the visionary takes of the radiant children,

sampling source-feed from stunning slates of Braille—

supple to the touch,

they, the children of the moon,

bear and intuit seeds of revolutions within,

baring to the light

imperishable blooms

of seasons beyond

fearful recall, or steely grip—

they pray we enter

and shed softly

through the calling

of metamorphic climes

and Orphic descent.

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Stan and Ollie

(April Fool’s Day, 2025: a haiku honoring the dynamic cuckoo duo of Stan Laurel and Oliver Hardy.)

Genius, in trespassing,
has its necessary fools–
Supreme gag order.

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Dictate This

(April Fool’s Day 2025: a haiku honoring the Great Dictator-busting Charlie Chaplin, whose clown’s shoes left indelible footprints.)

The Great Dictator?
Charlie, in jest, plants his foot–
No ass too big.

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Last Laugh

(April Fool’s Day 2025: a haiku in honor of the Little Tramp, Sir Charles Chaplin.)

Slapstick’s trinity,
a monotheistic gag–
Salvation’s last laugh.

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Buster

(April Fool’s Day, 2025: a haiku in honor of the Great Stoneface, Buster Keaton.)

The lot of the fool–
a fresh bouquet of flowers
delivered too late.

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