Touch

Bleed a sunset until your hands are dyed maraschino, until your palms are scorched. Then go to bed with someone you love. Undress them slowly. When you reach the unoccupied territory of bare skin, allow your hands to caress unremittingly. Ask the person what it feels like to have the sun touching them with explicit favor.

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Judy Garland

Tell yourself Christmas is a Technicolor fantasy celebrated on the moon. Bring young Judy Garland to mind. Have her sing Christmas is a Technicolor fantasy celebrated on the moon, the lyrics improvisationally transmitted from your mind to her lips. While Judy sings, her voice at times quavering like crystal intimating its own valor and demise, recall someone dead you loved. Unwrap the memory, as if a gift.

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Call and Response

Find an old telephone booth. If you can’t find an old telephone booth, use a refrigerator box, or the dimensional equivalent. Enter the booth or box. Place a dime, real or imaginary, inside the phantom slot and place a call to someone, real or imaginary your call. Tell this somebody many of your secrets. Pour out recessed grief. When you are done, hang up the phone. Exit the booth. Go to a market and buy yourself a piece of your favorite fruit. Savor it slowly while sitting on a park bench. Think of someone dead you loved, and tell yourself that tomorrow you will call them and tell them about everything that happened today.

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Squared

Gather in the town square. Bring a dummy that looks like you. Or like someone who imagines what you look like. Others will also bring their dummies. The square will be filled with dummies of all kinds. Stones will form a ceremonial perimeter encircling the square. These stones are meant to be hurled at the dummies. Take care to only hit your dummy with the stones you throw. If you hit someone else’s dummy, apologize. If someone else hits your dummy, do not take it personally. When all the stones have been hurled, each person is to decapitate their dummy. The severed heads will be tossed into a fire and burned. Flowers are to be planted in the holes where the heads were.

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Holes

Cut a hole in the wind and sing through it. Put your ear to the ground. Listen for the echo of what you sang. Cut a hole in ground and sing into it. Listen to the wind and hear your grounded voice traveling. Cut a hole in yourself and allow sunlight to enter. Bury yourself in the earth up to your neck and feel how the dark below is collecting the sudden wealth of your incandescence. Cut out necessary chatter, and abide silence as mentor and grace.   

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Angels

Imagine snow. Imagine the symmetry of falling snow. Imagine the quiltlike cocoon of snow covering earth. Imagine the silence of snow sounding everywhere softly. Imagine you are old and cold in snow. Imagine you are young and running in snow. You dash behind snowdrifts. You compile an arsenal of snowballs. You sprint, picking up speed, before you hurl yourself to the ground and bellysled across a lane of slick snow. The snow is falling in curlicues, in torn angel feathers. It is pooling frosty specters. From out of the snow, or from inside it, you hear your mother’s voice from a distance calling for you to come home. Kisten to your mother’s calling, but do not return home. Stand outside bare-faced to winter and imagine all the dead people you know. They are making snow angels in the snow.

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Tuning

Find an old radio. Instead of tuning to stations tune to years. See how far back in years the bandwidth goes. Choose a year that most suits your mood and mental state in the present moment. Stay tuned to that year for a long spell and see what it has to offer, what it reveals. Between stations, notice how much silence you can find, how much static. Clarify, or purify the station with vivid remembrance of the year from which you just came. Option to leave the radio on all night, tuned to a specific year, while you are going to sleep. The next morning, try to recall what dreams, if any, you had. Also, notice if your surroundings have changed, and if so, how.

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Dial Tone

Find a discarded old phone, preferably rotary, and call someone who is dead. If they pick up, tell them any number of secrets. If they don’t pick up, speak the secrets into the phone anyway.

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Cage

Find a husband. Throw him away. Throw him good and far away. If he returns, buy him a bird cage with no bird in it. Ask him to place a tiny mirror inside the cage. Maybe have him scatter several feathers on the bottom of the cage. When your husband is sleeping, suspend the cage over his sleeping body, his holy not your body. This is his Sword of Damocles. Except it is a bird cage with a tiny mirror and scattered feathers in place of a sword, and you have no husband, and you begin wondering about this body holy yours and the bed in which you sleep with that thing over your head.

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Disturbances

Write Do Not Disturb on a strip of masking tape and apply the strip to your forehead and stare at yourself and the message in the mirror before removing your head and leaving the tape where it is (you, now headless, reflecting on the floating strip of tape).

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