Beginner’s Heart

I have spent
so many years
detailing
and outlining
and mapping out fractures,
a pirate osteopath
with a cartographer’s bent,
and now, galvanizing
a mutiny meant to take me
out into uncharted waters,
I see, beyond my terror
of the deep,
how beautiful
and necessary it is
to sire oneself,
to become king to your own sovereign majesty,
queen to your own indigenous wilds,
child to your own supple wonderscape,
how the Soul,
captaining its own plight
and gambit,
forces you to confront
the countless break-ups,
freeze-outs,
and unrequited love affairs
you’ve had with your self,
multitudes untethered
and adrift in gloam,
but now, your Soul says,
is an opportunity for nuptials
of ancient-newness, a crystallization
that will show you how the future
was never anything more
than a latent ember
awaiting the divinest spark.
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Ferally Yours

Take
your own
pulse,
and manic rave,
to the wilds
springing new weather,
vigorous sync-up
to the unknown,
where pagan gospel
will re-seed feral
beginnings.
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Ch-Ch-Changes

Note
to metamorphosizing self:
every cocoon quivers
and trembles,
every process of change
brings with it
a new set of keys,
and claims,
every slumber
implicitly contains
the charge of wakefulness,
and every grief
minnows
within a sea
of holy fire.
P.S.
Upon re-emergence,
feed your old skin
to the earth.
It consecrates myth,
and helps balance the food chain.
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Prehistoric You

There is, perhaps,
nothing truer
than the myth
of one’s own innerlife,
a revolution,
rapt and lidless,
the carnivalesque
autobiography of spirit,
endlessly turning upon,
and twinning within,
the Soul’s vanguard
and prehistory,
unsigned.
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Tend

To be given over,
again and again,
to amen,
upon this earth,
to bind renewal,
through wonder tended,
by savor’s witness.
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Soulfeed

You are here,
she said,
to take a tentative chance
on the infinite, to teethe,
lovingly, on the numinous zipper of a star
or two,
to gamble away innocence
with a fortune teller’s palm,
grinning stigmata, and not a single shred of guilt
(leave Religion’s business to its flocks),
rot
and ruin will not
do you any good,
the necessity of manure
as fertilizer, and the unending memory
of blue, yes, those things will benefit you,
but rot and ruin, uh-uh, leave those for the tubercular
and the dead.
Remember to remember,
this the whole reason why you’re here,
the winding and ever-widening tunnel
to lighted re-member-ing,
and please do not forget,
that when you write,
none of the words,
not a single one,
belongs to you,
they are the bones and shells
and pearls of a majestic river-run,
and if you are lucky enough
to catch on and get carried along
by what is the equivalent of a liquid
magic carpet ride,
understand, that you are,
at best, a humming conduit,
and privileged guest
in the crystal house of Muses.
So go,
go now,
backed by your soul’s aptitude,
and take a chance on the infinite,
with a clear conscience,
and no assurances,
only dares
into the holy unknown,
where Wonder reigns
with the lightest touch.

 

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Calling

To imagine,
I was here,
to dare,
marvel’s slow calling,
before I disappear.
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Storyless

There is no story
greater than
the one
you don’t
tell yourself,
silence
and lighted space
inviting
wonder
and mystery
to pool at the center
of who you are
beyond
facile descriptions
and prior claims.
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All and Sundry

To consume,
tenderest bulbs
of Beauty,
alighting
on one’s bluedeep hunger,
to swallow,
whole,
the garden’s rooted bounty,
greenfire and all.
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Not a Sonnet

I can go on.
Sometimes
you fall
off the edge
of a sentence
and find another one
waiting for you there,
like the billowcushy arms
of a cloud-woman,
or keenly lighted wraith,
and you can go on,
holding hands with the rain
mowing down dark
and choppy blanks
and consuming
every scattered impediment
until you become
incandescent,
and marvel,
wordless, to no end.

 

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