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We,
the intermediaries,
the gilded abeyance,
between holy fire
and dreamless wake,
we,
each and every one,
corpuscles, tendered to print
in God’s colossal palm.
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Romanticism 101

If I were there
right there
goggle-eyed and flame-pawed
between her legs
and she began secreting
the deepest most lucid mirrors
and glaze of honey
waft of orange blossoms crushed
and enmeshed in heavy musk
would that appease my hunger
or produce even greater insatiable longing?
oh Romanticism
you thorn-hormonal
child of the stars
you swollen pink infant
with sharp teeth and claws
you
Romanticism
the dead-end crossroads
leading to heaven
to hell
to nowhere at all
really
simply an empty lay
of space
where one can burn away the present
with restless questing
to herd God’s choir of tongues
into something singular and pronounced
or to claim Her secret fire
in things like honey
mirroring the likeness of desire
to its own bubbling fount.

 

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10:47pm

It is times
like this
when I feel
as if
I’m on fire
on the inside
that I want to give
a live play by play
on process
raw and unfiltered
before it has a chance
to cool off
and crystallize
and become something
too formal
too coherent
too attached to words
that cannot hold a flame
to the force that comes before
the waking dreams
that  possess
and escape me

 

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Ocean Song

If you cut out my tongue
I will grow a new one
I have done it a dozen times
before,
if you deign to curse and steal my eyes
go right ahead
innervision has a long history
of citing the sublime as compass
and courage,
my limbs
my teeth
my skin
sorry my friend
but shedding is the byproduct
of heaven’s lighted purge,
if you wish to dismantle my bones
piece by piece
and grind them into dust
I will be forced to improvise
and pick the locks
of the ancestral vault
and reform myself
through the bones
of the dead
you couldn’t claim
as losses
in your fattened ledger
of hollow victories
(see: History
written by
Winners),
if you want to take me
and my name
by force
understand that I am
but one among many
who course
and flow
without reserve
from river to river
in paying respects
and song
to an ocean
that will swallow you
whole
and not even burp

 

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Twilight

As a child
I searched high
and low for the
right kind of magic
to heal my mother’s pain
never truly understanding
how heavy the chains were
nor how the forgers names
etched in every link
belonged to Legion
claiming souls
as if every birth stillborn
burned at a crossroads
I didn’t know how deep
the river of shame ran
tarpooling toxic depths
to bind bones
in a phantom pinch
and vicegrip
she, modeling freeze,
couldn’t move,
and I followed suit,
a couple of psychic amputees
who became fluent in silence
as a second language,
but I just couldn’t give up,
raised on the stuff of superheros
and sorcerers
I would find the right kind of magic
to heal my mother’s pain
to give her leaden coat
of twilight
something soft
and lovely to set upon
a new day would be hers
and mine
if I could just find the right words
the right spell
the right something
that would make me the hero
who slept so very near to me
every night
in my bed
in my dreams
the hero I could be
burning in my gut
if only if only
and so the search went on
high and low
for years and years
until parts of me shut off
and down
or fled far far
within
in the way that only
bound captives
digging tunnels
can
it took years
and years to tunnel back up
to find myself
with the right kind of magic
the right kind of words
love, grace, dignity
others too
forming a set of keys
on a brass ring
that I carry around
in poems
to unlock the secrets
to a mother and son’s
shared bond
forged in the pale fires
of twilight.
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Sintax

There’s nothing
sexier
than a girl
undressing in cursive
to reveal
the curves
and loops
of pure language
squeezing
every last drop
from metaphor
to exalt
and fondle the core
of similes
standing in for skin
and fire
and other primal
elements of style
by default.
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Sunstroke

There’s something
about a girl
baring flagrant cherish
in the sunniest
regions of hell
that raises Eden
to a four letter
five alarm
siege on skin
and other vital parts
prey to melting.

 

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Childhood’s Wake

You can feel it
in the air,
a razory sheen,
all the childhoods
that were lost
or stolen
or seized
or buried to model catacombs
and secret lairs,
are returning to the surface
bigtime,
the reclaimants
growing new teeth
and skin
and nails,
new lungs
ballooning to breathe
in ferocious gulps
the holy body of air
charged on loan,
no longer just sipping
from a solitary puddle
through a pinched straw,
but open mouth pressed
like a passionate suction
against the blue-green lips
of the sea,
as if the lost
mad art
of deep-sea-kissing
could inflame
and ignite
a whole new breed of species,
as if every dream
formerly deferred,
or taken out back
and whacked brutally with a switch
until silence became stitches
sewn across lips,
no longer this,
but rather
Childhood’s quivering
and quaking vim
to know itself
as a source of real
and force of soul,
none of it scripted, but felt,
it’s coming back to melt
the dead weight of
fattened albatrosses,
to shake up the core
and very foundations
of what has been established
and set in faulty cement,
and this overdue zoobreak
of wild beauty and feral shoots
will require tending, nurturance,
and breaks from overstaid patterns
fitted to worn-out takes and conditions,
Childhood, as the frenzied sibling to mystic freight,
as the single blade of grass, bearing the greenest of blood-red
beginnings, will make its demands known, will birth necessity
through the gist of lore, and the calling of old wounds
to sutures formerly unknown,
and in this living wake,
Beauty and Grief,
as outsourced twins,
will surely follow,
and we, the claimants,
teetering on the edge of Childhood’s
flagrant beckon,
will re-set fractures
and find release
in going over the edge
to uncharted frontiers
and worlds beyond
our wildest imaginings.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Burble

To pour,
unrestrained,
Beauty
in her cups,
and burbling fount,
a lasting refrain.
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I Don’t Know

After
I love you
the three most
powerful and talismanic
words in the language
might be
I don’t know,
instant reducer of ego,
canal-cleanser for deeper listening,
ventilator of humility
and breathing room,
not to mention
a reverential nod
and wink
to the Wonderverse
and burning Mystery of it all,
I don’t know,
the perfect mantra
to dissolve on tongues
and lighten a soul’s burden
en route to god knows where.

 

 

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