Lull

Sometimes,
even the light,
in its radiant parry
and thrust,
needs to be laid down,
in order to receive,
openly,
the starried lull
of brokenness.
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Last Thought, Best Thought?

You are
only as free
as your last thought.
Think again.
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Pyre

How many confessions
and scalpels
does it take
to purge oneself
of guilt
associated with transgressions,
some imaginary, some real,
Legion,
baited and ingrown,
to seal your innocence
in a decidely deep vault,
containing an inheritance
of bones,
which take on
the shape
and wafting holy
of blessings,
when mounted on
the smoking pyre.
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Slowtorch

Beneath the cauterized furies,
and unspent silences,
amounting to greater deficit,
there is,
and always has been,
at heart’s nimbus base,
a soft, wistful melancholy,
not unlike the adagio threads of rain
silvering the opened palms
of a small child,
or the moonbound clown,
smiling sadly
at the girl on the tightrope,
who, from a distance,
he secretly longs for
and hopes to see fall
into his waiting arms–
I,
forever the child,
cherishing lost Sundays,
premature nostalgia,
and lazy aimless walks,
know myself,
bare to the touch
and claim,
between the gorgeous bask
of slowtorch dreams
and solitary haunt.
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In My Solitude

It is, for me,
as well as other writers
of a certain breed,
a familiar haunt
and barbed echo,
that fear
of being found out
and exposed
as a fraud
and imposter,
some busted metaphor
that won’t hold up under the hot glare
of lighted scrutiny,
as if,
a writer,
stripped bare
of the words
architecting that paradox
of naked and hidden,
will show
no one there,
no one
except maybe
that lonely, terrified
child
at the heart of it all,
who, from the beginning,
entrusted
the solitude
of who he was
and who he wasn’t
to the sheer power of stories
and the beloved company they keep.

 

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Glistening

It is sudden,
this life,
a billowing pop-up tent
for the quick and the dead.
And how true that,
its frayed denouements of
thread lead you back
and back again
through that labyrinth,
its spool
of yarn
the ravels of your own doing,
but always, always,
there lies in wait
that secret pool,
matched to the latency of your desire
to dive.
Guidance?
Ask the pearl
whose placement
was no accident,
but rather the cause of beckon,
stemming from its innate right
to glisten in the dark.
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Ghostlight

It could be like this. Early morning,
light milkpooling at the edges of your bed,
dawnfrost
bleaching your bare feet and subtly wriggling toes
softly phantom,
and I follow the erogenous ghost
past your shins,
to the rounded
pate of your knees
(pausing at the fresh scrape,
planting in its raw a small kiss,
it seems
you’re always falling down
and getting hurt
like a five year old
destined to model bruises
from a catalog of Childhood’s Wounds)
and I move beyond your knees,
to the shadowed country
of your inner thighs,
their arousable tuck
and hothouse climate,
and there, I stop, I squeeze,
I pinch, I press, I knead,
and knead some more,
and say, It could be like this,
skin toasting skin to prime
and pinken sinsual,
our bodies,
lazily twined,
like question marks
relaxedly slack,
unsure of their how
or why,
just happy
to be a part
of the grammar
of easy smolder
and blessmounted cries.
I could go on, I say,
but there
you grin the grin of a scythe
and tell me
to stop talking
and making metaphor
of your little masochist
who adores the holy ache
betwen pauses,
and take you,
now,
to that place
where sound
is remembered to touch,
in the founting fury
of earlymorning
ghostlight.

 

 

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Wildflowers

The child in me
the fire carrier
has always wanted
to love big
with no barriers
or wind tunnels
or bubble-clots
to gum up the flow.
I think
maybe this is
the Paradise
whose greenest tips
I have grazed
and touched upon
but haven’t fully engaged
or known.
The child in me
the rainmaker
dreams big
fathoming the heart
is measureless
in what
and who
it can hold.
Somewhere
there are lighted shreds
and tatters of innocence
seeking sincerest enclosure
between the petals
of wildflowers
seized
to the throes of abandon
and growth.

 

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How the Heart

The sound,
the fury,
and brassy racket
the multitudes within
have made on my behalf,
or fractures to mend,
yet my heart,
bare in its asking
and grievous wants,
resounds its measureless bask
to innocence with no end
or fixed cause.

 

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First, Lasting

In the shrine
that we build
for first kisses,
lies the furloughed
still-warm lips
of Childhood’s ghosts,
forever
puckering
to seal love,
airtight
in its
untold lore
and claim
to rose.
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