To follow your bliss
you must kiss
your demons squarely
on their mouths
lancing their sealed lips
with a flaming tongue
perpetrating tango
between worlds
where love consumes
every
last
thorny
bit.
To follow your bliss
you must kiss
your demons squarely
on their mouths
lancing their sealed lips
with a flaming tongue
perpetrating tango
between worlds
where love consumes
every
last
thorny
bit.
It is not
me
you are looking for,
it is
you.
We dress
and undress
as mirrors,
conscripting images
to burn and cherish,
to reveal and reflect
the many sides
of a lighted front,
a sideways turn,
modeling love
in a series of fractures.
We tell ourselves
we are not enough,
and the Soul,
harboring every last gilded
shred of us, laughs its
warm, sagacious laugh,
knowing full well
how much of us
there is to be discovered,
beyond false claims
and the caking of ash.
It is not
me
you are looking for,
it is
you.
We dress
and undress
as mirrors,
conscripting images
to burn and cherish,
to reveal and reflect
the many sides
of a lighted front,
a sideways turn,
modeling love
in a series of fractures.
We tell ourselves
we are not enough,
and the Soul,
harboring every last gilded
shred of us, laughs its
warm, sagacious laugh,
knowing full well
how much of us
there is to be discovered,
beyond false claims
and the caking of ash.
You are you.
The moon is the moon.
Do not get confused.
But remember …
You are both meant to glow,
without apology,
beyond the veils
and darkening scrim.
(Review of Patrick Modiano’s novel, Invisible Ink.)
If there is a suitcase, forged documentation, café-life and tons of mileage accumulated tramping the streets of Paris, it’s a pretty safe guess that you are inside a Patrick Modiano novel. The French writer, whose Nobel Prize in 2014 launched him into a new stratosphere of exposure, acclaim and readership (with many of his works now having been translated into English), has been haunting a familiar path, a twilit phantom territory all his own, for the past fifty-plus years.
In his latest novel, Invisible Ink, the plot, as is par for the course in Modiano’s novels, is a simple one: A young man, employed as a private detective, searches for a missing woman. This is how Modiano works. Give him a basic point of intrigue, or agitated stimulus, and from there he “wanders” in a centrifugal haze as he constructs through language all that is clean, terse and elliptical. Invisible Ink, like many of Modiano’s books that have preceded it, eulogizes itself as an adagio and existential meditation on memory, loss, longing and identity, where past and present fluidly intersect, or as Jean, Modiano’s narrator establishes, “I have never respected chronological order. It has never existed for me. Present and past blend together in a kind of transparency, and every instant I lived in my youth appears to me in an eternal present, set apart from everything.”
Like Proust before him, Modiano is an orphaned stalker of memory, and his oeuvre, taken as a whole, could be regarded as a continuous novel, a noir-inflected search for lost time. If Sam Spade were channeled through Proust, and then cast in a David Lynch film, hints of Modiano’s essence would seep through.
After
I love you
the three most
powerful and talismanic
words in the language
might be
I don’t know,
instant reducer of ego,
canal-cleanser for deeper listening,
ventilator of humility
and breathing room,
not to mention
a reverential nod
and wink
to the Wonderverse
and burning Mystery of it all,
I don’t know,
the perfect mantra
to dissolve on tongues
and lighten a soul’s burden
en route to god knows where.
It is sudden,
this life,
a billowing pop-up tent
for the quick and the dead.
And how true that,
its frayed denouements of
thread lead you back
and back again
through that labyrinth,
its spool
of yarn
the ravels of your own doing,
but always, always,
there lies in wait
that secret pool,
matched to the latency of your desire
to dive.
Guidance?
Ask the pearl
whose placement
was no accident,
but rather the cause of beckon,
stemming from its innate right
to glisten in the dark.
The secret to becoming
a true revolutionary,
lay yourself
out upon
the world’s limitless altar
of secrets,
and praise
the hidden roots
of everything
you encounter
daily,
heart bared
as proof of light’s
need to air.