Housewarming

“The already human being in whom I had sought shelter for my body yielded nothing to the storm. The house clung close to me, like a she-wolf, and at times, I could smell her odor penetrating maternally to my very heart. That night she was really my mother. She was all I had to keep and sustain me. We were alone.”—Henri Bosco, Malicroix

The dreamer’s last

and first dreams

are born in the maternal

crook and cradle of a house,

real and metaphysical all at once,

where the slow blue seasons

of breathing,

between you and “her,”

shape the bones

of sound and memory,

upon so much pared

longing.

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Sanctuary

“It is on the plane of the daydream and not on that of facts that childhood remains alive and poetically useful within us. Through this permanent childhood, we maintain the poetry of the past. To inhabit oneirically the house we were born in means more than to inhabit in memory; it means living in this house that is gone, the way we used to dream in it. What special depth there is in a child’s daydream! And how happy the child who really possesses his moments of solitude!” — Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space

In praise of solitude,

and daydreams,

as the marvels,

awe and terrors

of childhood,

lived beyond the borders

of time,

hold us captive

and spellbound

to the shadows

stalking across the floor

in the house

where the light

in the window

looks out at us

looking in

to secure

favored intimacy

from the company

of dreams.

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Tongues

“To meditative minds the ineffable is cryptic, inarticulate: dots, marks of secret meaning, scattered hints, to be gathered, deciphered and formed into evidence; while in moments of insight the ineffable is a metaphor in a forgotten mother tongue.” — Abraham Joshua Heschel, I Asked For Wonder

So much to be said,

for metaphors mixed and lost–

Eden, true to form.

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Slow Burn

“He who has realized that sun and stars and souls do not ramble in a vacuum will keep his heart in readiness for the hour when the world is entranced.” — Abraham Joshua Heschel, I Asked for Wonder

With or without words,

to gaze within in wonder–

Training day for stars.

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The Choice is Yours, or, Ch-Ch-Changes

Make no mistake about it—

We are, collectively, at a crossroads,

one which clearly, sharply,

and without suffering lightly

any more of the same ol same ol bullshit

is asking us as individuals—

Are you going to remain

in blame, shame and victim mode,

or move into the new next phase

of self-discovery and empowerment?

This is old school and old soul education

with each and every one of us, none excluded,

enrolled as students,

and no doubt

paradigm shifting

can kick your ass swift and hard,

but at the molten core it all,

Love, as a force and not a shove,

is compelling us to shed

and become who we now choose

to become.

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As Fate Would Have It

“Fate will have it—and this has always been the case with me—that all the ‘outer’ aspects of my life should be accidental. Only what is interior has proved to have substance and a determining value.” — Carl Jung

He knew from an early age,

or perhaps it would be truer

to say from a timeless state,

that it was meant to be

an inside job.

The outer was simply a pageant

and circus of externals

run by ghosts

and blind assassins.

His quest,

as foretold by his soul,

was to learn to navigate

through the interior world,

the plains and ravines and hinterlands of psyche,

its deep dark forests too,

and to do so abiding faith

and trust in illuminated breadcrumbs,

scattered

here and there

to the alchemy

of paths always forming.

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Breaking the Mold

“All that matters now is the ‘deep inner serenity for the sake of creation.’ Though whether I shall ever ‘create’ is something I can’t really tell. But I do believe that it is possible to create, even without ever writing a word or painting a picture, by simply molding one’s inner life. And that too is a deed.” – Etty Hillesum

Where no one can see–

You, created by you, a

deed worth marveling.

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Small World Stuff

“So let this be the aim of the meditation: to turn one’s innermost being into a vast, empty plain, with none of the treacherous undergrowth to impede the view. So that something of ‘God’ can enter you, and something of ‘Love’ too. Not the kind of love-de-luxe that you revel in deliciously for half an hour, taking pride in how sublime you feel, but the love you can apply to small, everyday things.” – Etty Hillesum

In the pervasive realm

of small everyday things

light

threading between

the toes

of the woman

walking barefoot

in the grass

where two fire ants

perpetrate a tango

unseen

by the world

at large.

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Night and Day

In the fasting age

of the world’s lengthy night,

hunger

for reclamation projects,

and restoration of citing

visions

long overdue–

all is stilled

to know the suture of light,

moving quietly across

tenderest stitches,

upon which symmetry

is duly derived

to exact

a deepest mending.

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Choir

“… even in the darkest times we have a right to expect some illumination . . . This may well come less from theories and concepts than from the uncertain, flickering, and often weak light that some men and women, in their lives and works, will kindle under most all circumstances and shed over the time that was given them on earth.” – Hannah Arendt

You say you want magic

to keep company the twin canaries

of grief and longing?

Look no further

than your own two hands,

conduits

for spidery balls

of glowing light

intrinsic to divine order

and symmetry.

In other words,

the world is not in your hands,

the Universe is.

There is nothing to grasp.

Your palms, opened,

are engraved

with the not-so-secret

secret score

to an opera in progress,

where you, as singer and audience,

asked for wonder

and received it,

to bask in and share with others,

as if many worlds

depended upon

embers in the dark.

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