Where were you last night,
my dreams asked of my silence—
Between worlds, I longed.
Where were you last night,
my dreams asked of my silence—
Between worlds, I longed.
Inspiration
is not a matter of chance,
or waiting, or a magic spell
that demands bated breath and fretted suspension—
it is the fact that you pick up a pen,
your fingers growing warm and intimate with its weight and feel,
the slow almost dumb beautiful realization that you,
or someone like you is holding a pen, an instrument aloft
and hovering above a blank page, and some kind of strange ceremony,
half-marriage, half-divorce, is about to take place,
in which you, or someone like you, as a form of expression,
is both the effect and the cause.
The pen, through good times and hard,
accounts for dreaming,
and inspiration runs through your fingers
like an unschooled course on being.
Between worlds,
vying for merger,
the reigning glacial celibacy
of stars,
and the marvelous frisson
of pure mortal throb—
Where you are not,
find your ghost’s
bluest breath of want
upon a mirrored caste
of longing.
It is the caste
of throb
in which words,
palpitating,
line up
to serve a poem’s
desirous need
to know your longing
as an open source.
In the climate change
of one’s heart,
a weathervane,
doubling as compass,
pointing to true north,
as we, the wandering
homesick orphans,
are called forth
to brave the wilds
of a new breaking dawn.