Coils

To caper at the edge,

where the seething lyric

happens, poetry with slits

and fast teeth,

where the hours of phenomena

are boiled and reduced

to a single quivering instant,

an umbilical knot

of light

upon tenderest scraps

and coils.

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Ravels

At the wound’s core,
dark
luscious
ravels
of text,
courting,
inviolate measures,
the fathomless brood
of Beauty’s End.
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Craft

How a writer, cave-timing
dark and solitude,
annoints an ember by
crafting the small hours
into a flagrant torch.
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Curse You, Red Baron!

It was Snoopy’s way

of living through Charlie Brown’s shame and ignominy,

his low self-esteem.

Dogs are sensitive that way.

Snoopy co-opted Charlie’s

gnawing desire for a heroic life,

or at least to do something right,

to feel right inside his own skin.

And from this despair exposed to daylight,

came the necessary opening line, the launch-point into missive—

It was a dark and stormy night.

It was the way of story, its natural order, and hydraulic gist.

Snoopy, in his goggles and aviator’s cap,

took off, as his doghouse soared through clouds

and into the wild blue yonder

to wage battle with his arch-nemesis, the Red Baron,

yet do not be fooled by the projected arc of this narrative—

this wasn’t really about saving Fifi, Snoopy’s designated canine damsel in distress,

nor was it about vanquishing the Red Baron in order to justify his own existence,

no, this was the essential ancient plight and burden of the storyteller,

absorbing the heartache of a friend, a loved one,

a world,

a communion of blues

demanding transmutation into story,

where company is kept, and dearly so,

through the bond of trespasses

and flights of substantial fancy.

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Shed

It is never in your best interest

to fashion yourself

in a corset of old dead skin;

shed,

as a sibilant directive,

breathes ceremony

into the places where you ache,

to die, and begin again.

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Everybody’s Got One

I was once asked
to create a safe happy place
to which I could go
during times of distress and turbulence,
and there it was, as it had always been–
a wooden bench set under a streetlamp
in a park at twilight,
no one there,
just me, the bench, the amber lamplight
and soft gauzy twilight, a most harmonious blend
calling up that lucid and favored sense
of serene loneliness,
the ease of dreaming
found and felt within a world
turning slowly, and slower still.
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The Deeper the Water the Uglier the Fish

(Review of Katya Apekina’s stunning debut novel, The Deeper the Water the Uglier the Fish. )
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall;
All the king’s horses and all the king’s men
Couldn’t put Humpty together again
In the name of nursery rhyme remixology, first let us add the soothing menace of a Pink Floyd soundscape to the tale, and then let us peer into the fragmented disaster that the fallen Humpty has become, and realize that he was never an anthropomorphized egg-man at all, but rather a family incestuously consolidated into a single mutated unit, a dangerously complex and fragile organism that, in breaking apart, becomes its own prospective savior and redeemer. As you keep looking—and you will, because this specific accident has you in its grip, like a shock collar at Sunday mass—you will notice how the congealed blob that comprised Humpty’s interior is slowly disassembling into individual parts: mother, father, two daughters. How each of these exposed selves will react to their blunt individuation, their emergence from a cystic sublet, remains to be seen. And so you watch, and listen, and find yourself drawn into a narrative that is at once familiar and remote. Welcome to family, as modern American gothic, in the half-lit world of Katya Apekina’s The Deeper the Water the Uglier the Fish.
Katya Apekina's The Deeper the Water the Uglier the Fish is reviewed at Riot Material MagazineFirst, let me start by saying that Apekina’s debut novel compelled me to do something that I have not done in a very long time: read an entire book, cover to cover, in a single night. There are certain writers who excel at meting out their prose with deceptive flatness, or muted lucidity, which serves to flood the undercurrents with depth-charges and felt-resonance (Raymond Carver and Marguerite Duras being two prime examples). It is the “awesome simplicity,” of which the jazz musician Charles Mingus raved, and which Apekina deftly demonstrates in her rendering of a searing family drama. Subtly weaving together a tapestry of voices and shifting perspectives, the novel centers on two teenage daughters—Edith, sixteen, and Mae, fourteen—who go to live with their dad in New York, after their mother has been hospitalized for a suicide attempt and breakdown. Their dad, about whom Mae has no memories and Edith has a scattered scarcity from her earliest years, is a famous writer and cultural icon, renowned for both his literary legacy and civil rights activism in the 1960s.
Read the full review at Riot Material.
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The Greatest Job on Earth

So much depends
upon a red spiral notebook
opened
to a blank page,
beside
a pen’s barest volition
to longing,
within silence’s meted reign.
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This Word’s Life

Words
are wonderfully illegitimate
and unhurried placeholders
for psychic disturbances
and vagrant quandaries.
To frame it differently–
Using a broken compass
to navigate through a paper town
on a vintage red bicycle
is, in itself, immaculate.
Words, in other words,
make for excellent companions
and marvelous conceptions
upon which worlds are formed,
and found
to be wanting.
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The Honeymooners

Ralph Kramden sweats and sweats, his eyeballs bulging.
Plagued by the notion that he has become a whale, no a rhinoceros, no an inoculated hippo that shows up to birthday parties uninvited.
This visual grotesquerie, reflected to him through the clear mirror of the teapot that Alice had bought home (where did she get it from?) is something he cannot bear.
He begins pacing back and forth, back and forth, in the weathered shoebox of an apartment, wanting to yell, curse, stomp, holler, blame someone or something for this condition which apparently has become him, and he it, it’s murder to know oneself in this way and not be able to shake it off, absolute murder, and the cold beetles of sweat rolling down his back and shoulders and jowls are making everything so much worse, he has been confronted by the purest form of disgust, and if his life were a show, of which he had directorial control, he’d yell CUT, he’d scream CUT and peel off this suit of blubber he was wearing and allow the thin sane man within him to breathe, while rejoicing in the fact that Ralph Kramden, the sweating rhinoceros barge of a hothead was only a person meant to amuse, ha-ha, laugh everyone, it’s just a fat suit designed for your entertainment—I am not him, he is not me—yet this fictional reverie was betrayed when Ralph caught a flickering glimmer of himself, his true self, in the clear mirror of the teapot that Alice had brought home (where the hell did she get it, and more importantly, where was she?)
Anxiously, Ralph opens his window and calls up to his best friend and neighbor—Norton, hey Norton!!—and it is only when speaking the name aloud that revelation hit hard, as if the window had suddenly slammed shut on his head—Alice wasn’t coming back.
There was no more Alice. No more Norton, either. Or Norton’s wife, Trixie. All of them were gone. The schtick which his life had become had reached its conclusion.
He had been left alone, with unbearable reflections, and no one to raise his voice against.
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